Saturday, May 31, 2014

ok ok

Ok ok I admit it I'm guilty I am guilty 
And I'm sorry ohhhhh I didn't mean to break his heart I distroied our relationship 
I lost him forever what can I doooo
I'm breaking down I love him sooo much
Why whyyyy wwwwhhhyyy
Because I'm stupid -_-
Aaaaah I love him and I will always love him I can't get him out of my mind
I can't remember to forget you

Friday, May 30, 2014

The worst day of my life

Ok in the begining
I just want to day that I really messed it up this time
I lost him and forever..... I really don't know what to do because it's all my mistake
He got made at me today cause my friends know that we kissed
He told me that this went too far this time and he doesn't want me anymore i tried to talk to him but, he didn't listen
So I asked my friend "Sajad" to talk to him and Sajad told me i'm so sorry but he doesn't want you i tried a lot with him
NOW I FEEL LIKE IN HELL
i'm so dump i wish i can shut my big mouth and now i lost him i lost the most important person on my heart and i don't really know what to do except beging and crying, praying and wishing
i really wish i can back in time and stop talking
why i didn't listen to him ? why i didn't do what he wanted ??
I AM SO STUPID
i wish i can die, i feel so bad and guilty 
all i really want right now is him.......

Tuesday, May 27, 2014

Well...

Being in love is not like everybody think it is
It's actually horrible !! You feel like you can't trust in the person that you really love... and you can't trust your friends
And the worst thing in it that the person that you love is your boyfriend that's mean you have to do everything you can 
just to keep him with you
I know being single is not that cool and you be like : why everyone is in relationship why I can't find love
Well I'll tell you what !! Being in a relationship is a Hell ! Trust me I have a boyfriend and I can't trust him I can't talk to him because he will get angry
He doesn't fucking care about me opinion
But he loves me and love love him
And that's the problem my didn't try to find a solution for me she punished me and she took my phone and my labtop for almost 2 or 3 months
But I think she did the wrong thing because she didn't speak to me and she wasn't like my friend or like my sister she wasn't there for me
And I think all moms should care about their daughters
And that's it really
:/

Sunday, May 25, 2014

A bit of me

Hey everyone
So you're might wondering who's me or why did I mad this blog 
Well I'll tell you
 First of all my name is Amna but you can call me : Amy :/
Ok I'm 14 and I'm a teenager
The reason why I made this blog is to show people how teenage girls like me feel about their life 
Well that's it for now
I wish you like my blog and writing and if you liked it share it ^_^