nothing to write but, i have to write

Hey what's up ??

So I got a new labtop that's mean i'll be able to write in the blog
yay ^_^

so you're wondering what happen ? well nothing really
but, our love is getting stronger and stronger everyday ♥

I love his eyes, his smile, his laugh, his voice, his kindness, his everything !!

I love that guy :$

long time

It's been awhile since I wrote in the blog

I have to say things are going great with my boyfriend and my family my life got a lot better since I started my relationship with Sajad he's now part of me, part of my life I can't live without him he's my everything and I love him

I totally forgot about my ex I don't know anything about him and I don't wanna know anything 

The most important thing is that I have Sajad because he changed me into a better person and he made my life complete 

And he's my second family

I love him and I always will

So that's all . Write you soon

Peace ^_*

the best thing ever

ok this is amazing !!!
yesterday i called Sajad at night i was pretty scared and nervis so he said hi and i said hi and it was awkward so i start laghing it was reeeeallyyy funny 
his voice is sooooooo cute and hot ♥_♥

and today we voice massaged it was so fun and cute he sent me kisses ^_^ he's such a sweet heart i loooooooooooove him <3

we chat a lot and we never fight i think this is perfect i love this relationship and i wish it lass forever.....

XOXO ♥ ♥

good and bad

I had I really great relationship with Sajad 

But when I talked to my friend she said wait a second he's 17 ?? I said yeah she said well didn't you think ?? When he go to the college and see the college girls will he stay in love with a teenager

I cried like a lot and my heart is breaking I can't believe it I didn't think like this but I really love him I can't imagine him with another girl :( that's horrible the college girls will be tall, skinny, hot, they put alot of make up and the are old enough

And there's me :( he's going to like them and leave me alone! ! I can't believe it I better kill myself before he does this

I can't live without him

I wish I was older I hate being a kid :/ no one believes that I'm adult enough to understand life :'(

I wish that he will always love me and I wish everything he said about never letting me down and loving me forever is true

new life

I'm going to tell you what happened in these days

I finally made my decision and I decided to start a new page in my life

I told Sajad to tell aboalhassan about our relationship so he said ok babe

After few minutes aboalhassan answered Sajad he was super mad he texted me on Facebook he said : I can't believe what have you done !! I told you is there anyone else in your life you told me lets stop talking for a few days and you leave me ! For him ?? Wait and you'll see what I'm doing

I was so scared of him I told Sajad and he said don't worry everything is going to be ok 

After that Sajad deleted his Facebook account and I deleted my second one and I blocked aboalhassan from my first account

And now I started a new page a new life with my real love and I know now that I made the right decision cause I know that he loves me as much as I love him

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

what the ??

Well ...

i'm going to start by saying this is really weired my boyfriend is being nice to me :/ he doesn't do that usually he tried to be a better boyfriend but i didn't feel like i'm still in love with him so i talked to him so

him : i'm sorry i think there's someone else in your life

me : oh what i.. i did't mean that

him : you're in love with someone else right :(

me : i don't know i'm comfused

him : ......

me : listen why we don't stop talking for a day or 2 and lets find a selution 

him : ok bye

me : bye :'(

After that i talked to Sajad a lot and i knew what to do i'm going to leave aboalhassan cause i can't continue with him HE BROKE MY HEART !!

and i love Sajad he is so cute he has a very beautiful dimples :p lol and a nice smile and he's hot and he's so loving and caring and i love him so much ♥ ♥

and i think i made the right choice tomarrow i will break up with aboalhassan and live my life with my TRUE , HONEST LOVE :D

WTF

ok this might be a little bit awkward
you know that i broke up with Aboalhassan AKA : my boyfriend
after that i spent my time with Sajad and we fell in love
and he told me to be strong so i didn't care about Aboalhassan i felt like he doesn't diserv my love anymore
so i spent it with Sajad he was really nice and sweet and he has a big heart and i was really happy until the next day at night
Aboalhassan sent me a massage on Facebook
him : i'm really sorry about what i did
me : WHAT ??!!
him : just like you heard :/
me : oh
him : listen i know you're mad at me
me : j.. just let me think about it
him : ok take your time
So after that i cried a lot and i felt so bad i couldn't sleep at night and i told Sajad and then he told me do whatever you like
then i told him i don't know what to do he said do the thing you feel the best so i went to Facebook and i wrote to Aboalhasaan :
listen i'm sorry but i can't come back to you 
you hurt me a lot in our relationship you've always said don't add  boys don't talk to boys i want you to be mine and when i tell you don't talk to girls you say why you don't trust me or you change the subject and you always mad at me for no reason i just wanna say enjoy with the girl you're cheating me with
and if you ever tried to do something bad to my you're going to die !! goodbye
him : what girl ?? i'm not cheating on you and what are you saying this is not you :O please forgive me and i promise you everything will change
please just give me one last chance
now i gave him a chance but he's being so mean to me :(
i talk to Sajad and he said that his heart is breaking :'(
oooooooh if he kept doing this i will break up with him and i will go with sajad because he loves me and i love him too

well that's it... :/