good and bad

I had I really great relationship with Sajad 

But when I talked to my friend she said wait a second he's 17 ?? I said yeah she said well didn't you think ?? When he go to the college and see the college girls will he stay in love with a teenager

I cried like a lot and my heart is breaking I can't believe it I didn't think like this but I really love him I can't imagine him with another girl :( that's horrible the college girls will be tall, skinny, hot, they put alot of make up and the are old enough

And there's me :( he's going to like them and leave me alone! ! I can't believe it I better kill myself before he does this

I can't live without him

I wish I was older I hate being a kid :/ no one believes that I'm adult enough to understand life :'(

I wish that he will always love me and I wish everything he said about never letting me down and loving me forever is true