nothing to write but, i have to write

Hey what's up ??

So I got a new labtop that's mean i'll be able to write in the blog
yay ^_^

so you're wondering what happen ? well nothing really
but, our love is getting stronger and stronger everyday ♥

I love his eyes, his smile, his laugh, his voice, his kindness, his everything !!

I love that guy :$

long time

It's been awhile since I wrote in the blog

I have to say things are going great with my boyfriend and my family my life got a lot better since I started my relationship with Sajad he's now part of me, part of my life I can't live without him he's my everything and I love him

I totally forgot about my ex I don't know anything about him and I don't wanna know anything 

The most important thing is that I have Sajad because he changed me into a better person and he made my life complete 

And he's my second family

I love him and I always will

So that's all . Write you soon

Peace ^_*

the best thing ever

ok this is amazing !!!
yesterday i called Sajad at night i was pretty scared and nervis so he said hi and i said hi and it was awkward so i start laghing it was reeeeallyyy funny 
his voice is sooooooo cute and hot ♥_♥

and today we voice massaged it was so fun and cute he sent me kisses ^_^ he's such a sweet heart i loooooooooooove him <3

we chat a lot and we never fight i think this is perfect i love this relationship and i wish it lass forever.....

XOXO ♥ ♥

good and bad

I had I really great relationship with Sajad 

But when I talked to my friend she said wait a second he's 17 ?? I said yeah she said well didn't you think ?? When he go to the college and see the college girls will he stay in love with a teenager

I cried like a lot and my heart is breaking I can't believe it I didn't think like this but I really love him I can't imagine him with another girl :( that's horrible the college girls will be tall, skinny, hot, they put alot of make up and the are old enough

And there's me :( he's going to like them and leave me alone! ! I can't believe it I better kill myself before he does this

I can't live without him

I wish I was older I hate being a kid :/ no one believes that I'm adult enough to understand life :'(

I wish that he will always love me and I wish everything he said about never letting me down and loving me forever is true

new life

I'm going to tell you what happened in these days

I finally made my decision and I decided to start a new page in my life

I told Sajad to tell aboalhassan about our relationship so he said ok babe

After few minutes aboalhassan answered Sajad he was super mad he texted me on Facebook he said : I can't believe what have you done !! I told you is there anyone else in your life you told me lets stop talking for a few days and you leave me ! For him ?? Wait and you'll see what I'm doing

I was so scared of him I told Sajad and he said don't worry everything is going to be ok 

After that Sajad deleted his Facebook account and I deleted my second one and I blocked aboalhassan from my first account

And now I started a new page a new life with my real love and I know now that I made the right decision cause I know that he loves me as much as I love him

♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

what the ??

Well ...

i'm going to start by saying this is really weired my boyfriend is being nice to me :/ he doesn't do that usually he tried to be a better boyfriend but i didn't feel like i'm still in love with him so i talked to him so

him : i'm sorry i think there's someone else in your life

me : oh what i.. i did't mean that

him : you're in love with someone else right :(

me : i don't know i'm comfused

him : ......

me : listen why we don't stop talking for a day or 2 and lets find a selution 

him : ok bye

me : bye :'(

After that i talked to Sajad a lot and i knew what to do i'm going to leave aboalhassan cause i can't continue with him HE BROKE MY HEART !!

and i love Sajad he is so cute he has a very beautiful dimples :p lol and a nice smile and he's hot and he's so loving and caring and i love him so much ♥ ♥

and i think i made the right choice tomarrow i will break up with aboalhassan and live my life with my TRUE , HONEST LOVE :D

WTF

ok this might be a little bit awkward
you know that i broke up with Aboalhassan AKA : my boyfriend
after that i spent my time with Sajad and we fell in love
and he told me to be strong so i didn't care about Aboalhassan i felt like he doesn't diserv my love anymore
so i spent it with Sajad he was really nice and sweet and he has a big heart and i was really happy until the next day at night
Aboalhassan sent me a massage on Facebook
him : i'm really sorry about what i did
me : WHAT ??!!
him : just like you heard :/
me : oh
him : listen i know you're mad at me
me : j.. just let me think about it
him : ok take your time
So after that i cried a lot and i felt so bad i couldn't sleep at night and i told Sajad and then he told me do whatever you like
then i told him i don't know what to do he said do the thing you feel the best so i went to Facebook and i wrote to Aboalhasaan :
listen i'm sorry but i can't come back to you 
you hurt me a lot in our relationship you've always said don't add  boys don't talk to boys i want you to be mine and when i tell you don't talk to girls you say why you don't trust me or you change the subject and you always mad at me for no reason i just wanna say enjoy with the girl you're cheating me with
and if you ever tried to do something bad to my you're going to die !! goodbye
him : what girl ?? i'm not cheating on you and what are you saying this is not you :O please forgive me and i promise you everything will change
please just give me one last chance
now i gave him a chance but he's being so mean to me :(
i talk to Sajad and he said that his heart is breaking :'(
oooooooh if he kept doing this i will break up with him and i will go with sajad because he loves me and i love him too

well that's it... :/

ok ok

Ok ok I admit it I'm guilty I am guilty 

And I'm sorry ohhhhh I didn't mean to break his heart I distroied our relationship 

I lost him forever what can I doooo

I'm breaking down I love him sooo much

Why whyyyy wwwwhhhyyy

Because I'm stupid -_-

Aaaaah I love him and I will always love him I can't get him out of my mind

I can't remember to forget you

The worst day of my life

Ok in the begining
I just want to day that I really messed it up this time
I lost him and forever..... I really don't know what to do because it's all my mistake
He got made at me today cause my friends know that we kissed
He told me that this went too far this time and he doesn't want me anymore i tried to talk to him but, he didn't listen
So I asked my friend "Sajad" to talk to him and Sajad told me i'm so sorry but he doesn't want you i tried a lot with him
NOW I FEEL LIKE IN HELL
i'm so dump i wish i can shut my big mouth and now i lost him i lost the most important person on my heart and i don't really know what to do except beging and crying, praying and wishing
i really wish i can back in time and stop talking
why i didn't listen to him ? why i didn't do what he wanted ??
I AM SO STUPID
i wish i can die, i feel so bad and guilty 
all i really want right now is him.......

Well...

Being in love is not like everybody think it is

It's actually horrible !! You feel like you can't trust in the person that you really love... and you can't trust your friends

And the worst thing in it that the person that you love is your boyfriend that's mean you have to do everything you can 

just to keep him with you

I know being single is not that cool and you be like : why everyone is in relationship why I can't find love

Well I'll tell you what !! Being in a relationship is a Hell ! Trust me I have a boyfriend and I can't trust him I can't talk to him because he will get angry

He doesn't fucking care about me opinion

But he loves me and love love him

And that's the problem my didn't try to find a solution for me she punished me and she took my phone and my labtop for almost 2 or 3 months

But I think she did the wrong thing because she didn't speak to me and she wasn't like my friend or like my sister she wasn't there for me

And I think all moms should care about their daughters

And that's it really

:/

A bit of me

Hey everyone

So you're might wondering who's me or why did I mad this blog 

Well I'll tell you

 First of all my name is Amna but you can call me : Amy :/

Ok I'm 14 and I'm a teenager

The reason why I made this blog is to show people how teenage girls like me feel about their life 

Well that's it for now

I wish you like my blog and writing and if you liked it share it ^_^